Ugh, good and bad news for me.

So, school ends in about two weeks, which means summer and lots of free time. However, that also means finals, and studying, and stress, and panic.
And low self esteem.

Then i'll have a week of recovery, then i'm going to get all four of my wisdom teeth pulled. In all honesty, i'm absolutely terrified.

This means I'm going to be put under, and that means IVS in my arm. Have I ever mentioned that needles scare the crap out of me? And by scare I mean they make me panic, have a fit and cry my eyes out? I don't know what's worse, being afraid to be knocked out or being afraid of having a needle shoved into my arm. I know it's pathetic, but damn, i'm going to be dreading the procedure till the day it happens. And then i'll be so high that i won't be able to worry anymore. Yes, lots of painkillers. Oh happy day. I'm going to see what happens when i pick up a pencil.

And apparently, some painkillers can make you really sick? I really hate puking, so i'm hoping to god that my stomach will be as strong as it always has.

Ohhh, and other than that, my cat is getting even sicker. I haven't mentioned that yet. I witnessed him have another attack again today (very similar to an epileptic seizure, a bad one). I've had him every sense I can remember, he's like a little brother to me (i really love my cat), but i don't think he has much time left. I just hope he doesn't get any worse.

Okay..More good news? I need good news...
My mother just told me its official, we're going to California. This including visiting family, Disney Land, and Universal Studios. However, I'm a pale ass and sizzle like no ones' business, so I'll have to pull out my illegal SPF 500.


and now a stolen quiz, having to do with fears. (Appropriate)
stolen from

x - sorta
xx - greater
xxx - evil crippling fear

[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[xx] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[xx] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[xxx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. (weren't we just over this?)
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[xxx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.(don't even get me started. I'm loosing sleep over a spider that i saw nearly a week ago)
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.(only when i'm walking in it)
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[xx] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[x] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles. (I love reptiles D: )
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water. (only when it's nightime)

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[xx] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (i only like ladybugs)

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[xx] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth. (i'm adopting)

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.(no, but i know i'll blow things up)
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things. (of death)
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes. (i'll say it again, i love snakes D: )
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple. (purple is my favorite color ..)
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[x] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[xxx] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections. (-whimper-)

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[xx] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.

{clubs and to do list will be added later ._.;}